Open
Open. Open like the legs of a woman longing to feel wanted but because her father was missing she was never confronted with what to expect from a man. Open like the heart of a child, warm full of embrace, entering the cold world of the 21st century. Susceptible to hate because that’s all they teach these days. How to judge with closed eyes an mind and how not to love. Its the perpetuating mindset of the fucked up family. The oppression of dad because his job is gone boils over to mom as she now has to bring in the bacon. Making dad feel emasculated. Mom boils over to daughter, because now mom has no time for her young adult so she’s forced to learn womanhood on her own. So she falls for the wrong nigga who knows how to change and manipulate words like i love you. Just to get in them draws. One night of feeling wanted for 9 months of neglect. Raising a child on her own without no help from that nigga. Now she has learned to hate men. All men. Because one boy did her wrong. With no support from the family she’s all alone. Isolation turns the heart into a cold black hole. Destroying any type of love that comes knocking on its already locked doors. The pain turns into regret, which then turns into hate. Constant hate. Hate develops once someone doesn’t know how to love themselves. The perpetual hate will then diverge itself on to her child. Itll cost em. Innocence ruined before it even had a chance to blossom like flowers. If mommy doesn’t love herself, how can she teach love to someone else. She can teach independence but never unbridled pure love. Society has created the hate swarming the world. Oppression leads to no love. No love leads to more hate. More hate leads to more crimes. Death is all that fills the place. Its a shame. How can I bring a bright kid into a dark frame. Will he let his light shine or succumb to the embrace. Even if he’s strong watch the world try to take - his innocence. Make him a broken man. Turn him into the misconception of a black man. See I promise to change the world before he’s brought into it. Don’t know how but I know that I will do it. Teach him to love with open arms and a open heart. He’ll be everything that all men should have been from the start. A king, of chivalry, for any queen thats worthy by momma’s standards 😘
